i had dream again 2day...wats it trying to say?or izzit my mind is playing tricks on me?i dunno..anyway i nie got 6 more days b4 i leave..im reli sad.plus dis last week seems so silent to me..nth to do sittin at home facing my pc for the whole day not going anywher..i feel dead.but due to dis..i've been bloggin everyday since..haha.prehaps its a gud ting too..anyway i tink im gonna stop here 1st at dis point..nth much to write bout..i'll b bakk again soon..

anata ga inakute sabishii desu...

Thank You :)

its almost one day dy...i had to admit i was rather sad.i cried n i missed u.i missed the time where u called me in the morning n wake me up n oso the times wher we went snooker n not forgetting the time u cooked spagetti for me.it was reli sweet tho im not gud in expressing them out physically.but infact i reli do appreciate it alot,i reli do.well anyway im startin to accept it dy...tho we din last long but the memories was great..i nvr regreted being wif u.u gave me the best n happiest time in the remaining days of 2009.u made me reli happi.i'll nvr forget it.no matter wat i'll cherish it.so we'll still b frens kayy?gud frens..anyting u need n i'll still b ther for u..ms. golf club member haha. Thank You CJL :)

sry n thx

juz wanna said dat my love for u was real..i reli do love u.infact it gotten stronger but i guess still we were too fresh n noe not much of each other cx we met onli recently..i din reli wanted to let go..but i respect ur decision n i too din wanted to lose a gud fren like u.i hav oso thought prehaps i might not b a gud bf cx im not smart or rich or anyting plus an idiot wif a bad temper.i might not b able to giv u happiness later in d future oso.prehaps nex time u will find a better one den me.anyway in dis short time being 2gether..i reli hav been very happi..u made me laugh n gave me a sweet n memorable moment.no matter wat i will appreciate n cherish it..for one last time i juz wanna say i love u..i reli do.sry n thx for being wif me n being ther for me wen i needed it....

what r u doing?

im still waiting..its ady been 2 days now.n my heart is aching.wen will u talk to me?the empty silence is reli eating me up..i cant stand it.i juz wish i can help but i dunno wats wrong.i see u online but i dun dare to disturb u.does it has sumting to do wif me or so?i reli dunno...all i noe i reli miss u cjl :(

wher the heck is everyone? no1 seems to replying n stuff.its so BORING. ish

its sunday..n its so fucking boring.rotting at home wif nth to do noeing another day is passing by so quickly its reli irritating.i hav roughly one week leave b4 i leave for my nasional service..so i hope i can enjoy it one last time b4 i go..

ps: i miss u... :(

i dun feel well...gonna fall sick soon.sum1 help me~.. :(

got my stupid fucking ns letter 2day..dam no mood.anyway din wanted to fill it up yet cx i feel like burning it up everytime i see it.2day's reli not my day lar..got sum fucking probs plus sohai ipoh drivers n sum bloody facebookers hu tend to make stupid comments reli pisses me off!!

spm draws closer n closer to an end ~wee.cant imagine how time flies omg,i've noticed lately dat time flies even wen ur doing nth...LOL. anyway wont b talking much bout the examinations though cx mano told me not to ~ LOL. so imma juz gonna shut up n continue after the exams okayy?babo..
nights~

(for the person hu requested for the update)u wont see day to day updates!cherish it!!~ jkjk XD

oh yea..n thx kim for the babo tingy~ HAHA X)